March 2011
3 posts
I’m gonna have to find some hard core porn if I’m gonna survive this emotional fucking bullshit. God Dammit, I need to steel my fiancee.
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
34 posts
fuck 'em
I wrote her off for the tenth time today And practiced all the things I would say When she came over I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert Now I know I’m being used But that’s okay man cause I like the abuse I know she’s playing with me But that’s okay cause I’ve got no self esteem
-Offspring :)
No, sir, I do not bite my thumb at you, sir, but I...
Dams
The minister lays his hands on me. One against an empty heart. One against an empty mind. He reassures me, “I have control” and takes me under. I flex my fingers feeling the first sacrament getting in my eyes. I await the Salvation. I await the Surface. I wait. My eyes flutter open. I try to speak and my lungs flood. He’s drowning me in his smile. I’m suffocating in the...
My Assassin- The Bled
“The sky blistered red, shot’s ring overhead. I’m scaling walls that the soldiers built to muffle out your screams. The message was dislocated, misconveyed, incinerated. In the wake of war, just listen for the flood. The arthritis in us all is choking me out. It’s killing me. Maybe you could finally be the one who reaches in and saves me from the flood. Collapse. This is...
Enlightenment
It feels like a state of worship only it’s going into me this time, not out of me. I touch the walls and I bless the cross. Thanks for knowing how to let it go with me. And all our past lovers who ruined us we escaped from and thrive in spite of . All the music we can’t listen to anymore Is replaced by the songs we couldn’t listen to then. We’ll never let anyone change us a...
“Here we are, trapped in the amber of the moment. There is no why.”
– Kurt Vonnegut
I sincerely need to find a kindred adventurer. One who doesn’t need a bed at night. Someone who will raid abandoned houses with me and sit on rooftops at three morning. I need someone who walks to the park to lay in the grass and smoke through a whole pack of cigarettes. Someone who will throw my mattress in the back of their car and sleep on the edge of a cliff with me. Someone who can live...
“When you’re dead, they really fix you up. I hope to hell when I do die somebody...”
– J.D. Salinger
““How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her...”
The human condition is a fun ride, but don’t ever forget that we’re all just a bunch of talking meat wrapped around a sack of warm shit programmed to eat, sleep, and fuck.
We’re social animals with a biological imperative to reproduce. That’s it. That’s all. Love is a neurochemical response with a shelf life long enough to perpetuate the species.
And hey, I don’t wanna hear you complaining about...
September 2010
15 posts
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??????????
“I feel like the Kurt Cobain of my generation, but people just don’t understand me.”
-Just Beiber.
Just found out that 40$ worth of Dermestid Beetles will completely decompose a body. Good to know. ;)
“Excess baggage is a symptom of something we are missing on the inside - a fear...”
– Mary Morris
“If you make your life a meaningless string of complaints and selfish pursuits,...”
– Raam Dev
